Spankings - MY way of LIFE!

 God, so much has gone on since my last blog update! When I logged in tonight I was almost sure I'd find that it'd been well over a month since my last one... but it's only been a couple of weeks!

Jeeeeeez.... I guess I just don't realize how active I really am... Sometimes I think I'm the luckiest girl in the world... other times?????????? OUCH!! ^^^

Not so much. :-X

So many things... I can't remember everything so I'll start with what the most recent of events was! ... Daddy and I had a couple of girls come out to do some shoots with us for the site... (as soon as I get the video edited I'll post a clip of it... I'm a terrible procrastinator! Ugh!)

But I got whipped... and I do mean WHIPPED by a girl on film for the first time! I swear... I don't know what it is about women as Tops, but they don't PLAY! I mean DAYUM!


It's a pretty cool video... her name is Brooke... she was actually doing Daddy a favor.... I sorta kinda maybe just a little bit have a teensy weensy jealousy problem ... :-/

I totally trust Daddy.. it's just all my insecurities cuz of my past and the rejection of my real father... I dunno, I acted like a child and publicly defied Daddy on fetlife... all cuz I thought he was ignoring me.. funny thing is, while I was throwing my little hissy fit tantrum.... he was writing me a really sweet letter about how much he loved me and cared about me.... (doh.)

Sooooooooo......... that's why I was grounded for another whole month from fetlife (pout) .... all of this happened late Friday night, and the girls were both crashing at my place... So since Daddy wasn't there, he asked Brooke to do the deed... and boy did she EVER! Jeeeeeeeeez!
 

 But I learned my lesson and she was really sweet about it afterwards. I kinda dig gettin' spanked by chicks, I must admit... and Brooke was definitely up there on the favorites list! .... but nobody's better than my Daddy. :-) (I may be a little biased). ;-)





So anyway, the next day, I had to go to work ... had to be there by around 3PM... So I was texting a friend of mine about what had happened the night before... about my jealousy issues.. about my spanking from one of the girls, etc.... And you will not BELIEVE what I freaking did.

I don't even think I've told Daddy about this, actually! I forgot! I guess I wanted to erase it from my memory cuz it was so horrifying!!!!!

The text said something along the lines of:

"Yeah, Daddy said I was being jealous. I didn't really think I was at first, but I guess I probably was outta line... so one of the girls whipped the shit out of me for it. Ought to make a pretty hot video, anyway."

 K... so, knowing the background info of the models coming in (the girls)... Daddy (my scene Daddy, not some pimp), and the fact that I'm a spanko who makes videos.... that text doesn't sound too bad, right?

So now imagine you're a very vanilla individual.... read the text again...

Go on! Read it! ^^^^^

Yep. Makes me sound like I'm a pimped out hooker and one of the other hooker girls spanked me good for being a bad girl - great setup for hard core porno, eh? (groan)....

Y'all ready for the WORST part, though?

Guess who I sent the text to?

Was it the intended recipient? Nope.

Was it my Daddy? Nope.

What about my parents? Nah.

It was my freaking BOSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O.
M.
G.

I had already sent the text part of the message to him..... and had uploaded one of the pictures in this post to send him... and RIGHT before I sent the IMAGE..... I realized who the feck I was texting!!!! I was HORRIFIED!!!! HORRIFIED!!!!!!!!!!!!

I nearly stroked out!

I just wrote another text to my boss (wtf was I supposed to say????) ... so I said:

"Omg, J, I'm SO sorry... texted the wrong person... I'm so embarrassed.. please just delete it!"

His reply?

"No problem. I understand."

He UNDERSTANDS????????????????? WTF!?

Then a few minutes later (as I'm completely fecking freaking out to my friend who the message was INTENDED for....) I get another message in from the boss:

"You live a very colorful life, my friend."

JUST. SHOOT. ME. NOW.

That's all I could think. HORRIFIED!!!

My reply?

"lol....................yeah."

That's all I could come up with!!!! And I was headed in to work the next hour to work a full forty hour weekend with him!!!!!! I wanted to crawl into a hole and just wither away into dust I tell ya....

But I had to face the music and get my ass to work (which, btw, I was 20 minutes late for) oops.. I honestly don't know how Daddy keeps up with me!!!! ....

Well, the ending to that little story isn't too bad... it was awkward the first couple of hours, but eventually we were able to break the ice and laugh about it... He said something like, "I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw that text! I didn't know you could use words like that!"

(Great job putting it off on the cuss words, there, boss man....)

But I was grateful.... I just forced a laugh along with him.... "Yeah, sorry about that again.... it REALLY wasn't as bad as it sounded....................."

Fuck knows what the man thinks of me now!

Ironically, that same day was my annual evaluation day.......... and I got raving reviews and the highest possible raise percentage................ So maybe I'll keep my job after all...

Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezuzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............

Just another day in the Saga that is the life of DEBS!

Ok, for serious.... I'm not EVEN trying to be funny here....

But just look at that picture of me! I took it TODAY. It's current, it's the way I look.... and it just GLOWS with innocence, does it not? >>>

I'm not by any means CLAIMING innocence, mind you.... but ...

Yeah, I don't know how Daddy beats the living shit out of me so often lol.... I really don't...

(Yeah, I fully realize that sounded like a big fat hairy conceited comment, but I swear to you I'm the furthest thing from stuck up as you can get!!!!!)

I'm just................ sayin. :-)

Right, final topic of the day... future spankings in Debs' ongoing saga. I know, shocking as hell! (rolls my eyes at myself) ... Besides the *little girl* type spanking I've got coming .... <side note - I'm sorta seeing someone - but he lives 5 million light years away from me - of course! - so Daddy's been playing 'surrogate spanker' for him......, which is where the little girl spanking is coming from... something about being sassy! (gasp!) ... I know! Me? Sassy?????> I guess he thought so, cuz not ONLY did he make me stick a bar of SOAP in my mouth (YUCKKK!) >>>>>

(I still maintain there's a glow of innocence... it's not the camera flash, I assure you.)

..... he ALSO asked Daddy to put me over his knee and give me 200 swats with his hand over my jeans and then stick me in a corner for thirty minutes... THIRTY FREAKING MINUTES!!!! .... I begged Daddy to try and get out of that one..... which didn't go so well, as you can probably imagine.. Here's Daddy's loving response to my pleas:

When a friend asks me to do something for him, I do exactly what he requests and I do it as well as I can. You will get 200 licks to the seat of your jeans while you are over my knee. As soon as the spanking ends, you will be marched straight to the corner where you will be required to lower your jeans and your panties, lock your fingers behind your neck, stick your nose in the corner and then stand there for a full half hour....  That's the way it's going to be young lady.... If I hear one more word about it, I'll make it for a full hour....

 I believe that was followed with a swift 'Yes, Sir!' ..... Oy.


Anyway, besides that one, I've also managed to get my ass in serious imminent danger. (sigh)..... yet again... Daddy and I have been working on this project - actually I should say we've been TALKING about starting this project - for what seems like AGES..... (It involves breaking down our rules, day by day, even hour by hour, what the expectations are, punishments, etc.... it's an attempt to try and learn me in the ways of 'structure and responsibility' - mind boggling ....

But me, being the championship procrastinator of all time that I am .... haven't really gotten my part done... But I was DETERMINED to get it done yesterday! So much so that I PROMISED my Daddy that I'd have it done by midnight Friday night. And I really, truly did have every intention of completing it! ... I packed up my laptop, went to Starbucks for a change of scenery, got me a coffee with entirely too much caffeine in it, and I was rarin' to go!

About four hours later................

I realized all I'd done was update my iphone, texted my new boy toy from afar, talked on the phone, played on a pervy site (NOT the one I'm grounded from, for the record!), and finished a Quad Venti Skinny Vanilla Latte..... and they were closing up shop.

10PM.

Nothing done on the project... so I RUSHHHHHHHHHHHHH home (30 mins away - I live in the buttcrack of BFE now just so ya know...) and by the time I get the dogs taken care of, the cat fed, myself in PJs, a few more texts sent and received, it is now 11:30PM. I lay down in bed with my laptop DETERMINED to get this project done! ...... Yeah, it's a half hour to deadline, but I thought for SURE I could get this done! I mean, I've been thinking about everything that was going into the project for AGES, so what could it take to get it all written down real quick?

Well, two seconds later, I get a text from Daddy (WHO, btw, now only lives about 10 minutes away from me............................) asking me about my progress.....

"I'm working on it, Daddy, I promise!"

"Good! I'll be there in 10 minutes to make sure."

CRAP!

This wasn't good at ALL.... I'm scrambling trying to throw something together as fast as I can (meanwhile, new boy interest TOTALLY abandons ship, says "Good luck, good night"... (fart head!) :-) ... and within what seemed like MILLIseconds, in comes Daddy. 

Caught red handed. 

House a mess. 

A very displeased looking daddy. 

A very 'deer in the headlights' look from babygirl......

And I'll just wrap this entirely and hugely too long post with a few email exchanges we had this evening....: 

I don't want to upset you or cause you to worry all weekend....   But, to be fair, I need to tell you something. I've spent a lot of time today thinking about last night and what I found when I arrived at your house. I've thought about what you had told me you were going to be doing and have done - and how little you had actually done. I have made up my mind that I'm going to wear you out. I really don't have any option. If I didn't do it, I wouldn't be doing my job. I'd be letting you down... and I won't do that to you.. :-(

I love you babygirl

But Daddy that's just not true! I got a WHOLE lot done this week!

I can show you everything I marked off my to do list!

I just didn't get it written down like I said I would. I don't wanna bad spankin daddeeeeeeeeeeeee :-(

 I'm sorry babygirl.  You knew what was expected of you the other day.... and you told me you were going to do it. And then, for some reason, you elected to do other things... and kept putting it off till the 11th hour. You knew better.... and you knew you had done wrong. I could tell by the look in your eye....    If I hadn't come over there, I wouldn't have known. You would have been able to fanagle your way through it....    You had your chance and you blew it. I'm sorry, butt I'm going to tear your butt up for it. You are going to learn to do what you say you are going to do and what we agree you are going to do...  it's going to be a bad spanking...

 Yes Sir I understand. :-(

I won't use the hairbrush on you....  No wood at all.....  I'm thinking it's going to be a switching.... and a bad one too   :-(

 Awwwwww Daddeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

 

 You knew what was expected of you.... You'll get into your PJs and then report straight to me and hand me the switches I'll be using.... I'm going to have you standing and bent over something .... like my high stool...  I jerk the pj's down to your ankles and then teach you your lesson....  :-(

 Dadddyyyyyyyyyyyyy I wasn't THAT bad was I? :-(

Yes, because I caught you. I took you by suprise .... You thought you could get away with it....   well, you didn't....  I caught you...I'm really sorry.....  You knew you were in for it.... I saw the look in your eye when I caught you.....

 

 

I know it Daddy. I just get distracted... I don't mean to just blatantly not do what I say I'm gonna do.. I'm just easily distracted and a big time procrastinator. i'm sorry Daddy. :-(  

  

I know it, princess, and it doesn't make me love you any less. We just need to get that behavior punished ......   and move on.  I'll make sure you learn your lesson babygirl....  :-(

I know you will daddy.....

I love you for it too. 

 

I'm going to have to go to bed sweetheart.....  I love you sooooo much.   Don't you worry or be thinking about that next week mess....  we'll get through it just fine... 

 

I love you....

So there you have it! My fate is sealed. No idea when any of this is gonna happen.... but it appears fairly imminent.... But I'm gonna go ahead and take Daddy's advice and try not to think about how agonizingly painful next week is going to be for me........................ O_0




And to close, I would like to introduce you all to my newest family member, Christopher, who I believe just told me to "Quit fucking around on the computer and go to bed, bitch. You're interrupting my sleep." :-)





Ain't he beautiful? :-)

I love y'all and I'll keep you posted; you know I will!

Hugs!

<3